



1:52 AM
omg.. i swear.. this has been the worse week ever..
i'm sick and dying.. seriously.. i was sick... fever.. flu.. cough... then it got worse... and then better... and then today.. my voice is gone.. i cant even speak anymore.. even when i picked up eric's called.. from me sounding like i am crying.. to me sounding like a guy.. wth man.. i shld just not speak already.. lol...
and i swear.. today is the worse day ever in my life!!! omg.. checked for my spring enrollment.. its so freaking late.. and then nvm... i realized i was not enrolled into my actg 12 class.. wtf man.. im super damn pissed! someone dropped my class last week... and then.. went to actg 12 today.. omg.. 82% man.. dun understand.. i studied with ake.. actually i taught him everything.. and he got 94%.. omg man.. why is he just so smart.. i dun get it.. why cant i be that smart... rah!! he catches everything just liddat... gosh.. but im happy for him la.. hehe... no wonder he is my boy.. =)
then nvm.. went to submit petition cuz im not enrolled into the actg 12 class.. not approved yet man.. and its a freaking long story.. omg man.. make me more pissed man.. and my voice just got worse over the day.. omg!!! and then... actg 20 final this afternoon.. omg man!! so damn difficult man.. wth is wrong with me already... my grades are going down.. im getting so slack.. and im so irresponsible in doing my own stuff.. i keep helping ppl.. and i am getting shit in return....? i dun understand already... damn lost man... sometimes.. i feel that its time i really start organizing my time properly and stop spending too much time with whoever it is... -sigh-
anyways.. went for movie with ake nick jess bev and elise.. watched epic.. lol... dumb and lame man.. i swear... but it was good la... at least ake made my day better... anyway.. he always do... thanks for spending time with me last night too... was seriously damn stress man... gosh... i love you ake!!! always!!! =) but its time to get down to studying... actg 130 midterm on monday and sociology 149 midterm on tuesday.. im so damn screwed.. i swear.....
.imissyouake.takecareatsantacruztml.
.hopeyourretreatgoeswellandthatididntgetyousick.
rah.... v day is in less than 2 weeks.. i still need to finish wad im doing.. and i hav to study.. and i have to get back to tutoring next week... die man... i dunno how already... -dead-
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